okkkkkkkk so I’m back at school which hasn’t been as bad as I thought it would be so far. My Western Civilization class was cool and then all I have besides that today is choir at 3, which should be fun. And I applied for a job to call parents/alumni and bother them until they donate money to my school weeeeeeeeeeeee
oh man I could go on and on, well, I was raised Catholic and all that, but I don’t consider myself Catholic anymore. I don’t really know what I would label myself, but that’s not really important to me. Basically, I believe there is a God, a higher power, whatever, and I do believe there is a life after death, but that’s basically all I really believe. I think the only thing that matters is that you try to be a good person. I really hate the Catholic church now and I think organized religion is kind of bullshit, it has caused more harm than good.
Well, I think alcohol is fun and all, although I’m not a big drinker. Obviously alcohol can be really really abused so I think it should be used in moderation, but as long as you’re safe and know your limit then you’re good. As far as drugs go, obviously I think that hard drugs like heroin, meth, etc, are completely horrible and do nothing but ruin your life. I think psychedelic drugs can be an amazing way to expand your mind and change your view of reality, I just think you should make sure you’re ready before you do them, and make sure you’re being safe. As far as weed goes, I don’t really consider it a drug, nor do I think it’s dangerous. I mean obviously any smoke going into your lungs isn’t good for you, but besides that it’s really harmless, and also awesome. If you don’t drugs/drink or you do I don’t care either way, just don’t think you’re better than other people because of it.
I was back at Oneonta only it didn’t look like Oneonta at all and like everyone from my highschool was there, and there was a giant Masque dance party in the girls bathroom. So I went in there and I found Olivia and Jess, but they were acting really weird, and I kept asking them what was wrong and finally they were like welllll we don’t really like you because we think you’re boring. ahaha so I was really upset obviously but I went to go dance with Paul and then my eye started hurting and I went to the mirror and there was like a really long needle that was through my eye. And I was obviously freaking out but nobody else seemed to think it was a big deal. Sooo then Ashley and Jess told me to come with them because they had to do something with their cars, or something. Jess kind of dissapeared, and I went in the car with Ashley. We went to like register her car somewhere or something and then we ended up in this giant like mansion house that has appeared in my dreams so many times, its like really really old and creepy and some parts of it look like rooms from one of my Harry Potter games. So anyway Ashley and I kind of got locked in this little area in the house, but she was like oh no its fine were supposed to just wait here for my car. And there were these bugs that I’ve seen in my dream before, they kind of look like giant praying mantises but they’re really really mean and they jump on the back of your neck and bite you, so obviously I was really afraid so I put pillows on my neck. Ashley didn’t seemed phased by them at all which was weird. So then someone else I know came, I can’t really remember who, and he was like oh guys come in this room with me, so I started following them and then I got locked in this room alone. Men came in wearing suits and grabbed me and injected me with something that made me fall asleep. But before I passed out I saw Frank from Donnie Darko and I started freaking out but then I passed out and I woke up. So god damn weird.
Ah man. Well, I’d like to be married, honestly, but not have kids yet. I want to be living in the city or maybe Boston, but I want to be traveling a lot. As for my career, I really don’t know what I want to do. I do love psychology, but ideally I’d rather do something with film or music, but I don’t know. Maybe music therapy? Who knows, I’m pretty confused about what I want to do with my life, but I just want to be happy.
so apparently my brother’s English teacher used to teach somewhere in the south and some of her students actually thought that Satan came to earth and buried the dinosaur bones for humans to find so we would believe in evolution
Welp Phil and I have been together for over two years, we started dating when I was in 11th grade and he was in 12th grade. There was never really an official date that we starting going out, but we just starting hanging out a lot and it slowly grew into a relationship. I’m glad we took it slow in the beginning, because we have such a wonderful friendship. So now were both in college, I’m at SUNY Oneonta and he’s at Hartwick, which is right down the road from my school, so I see him all the time. I’m glad to say that we’ve never really had any problems at all. Sure, we bicker about little things sometimes but that’s really it. He’s such a wonderful person, I am so in love with him and am so grateful that we found eachother.
hmmmmmmm Neil well I sort of know one Neil, he’s my cousins neighbor in Boston. I’ve met him a few times, but I remember when we were really little, like maybe 7ish, they were having a block party and my family was there visiting. There was a huge bouncy house that all the kids were playing in, and for some reason Neil was making me mad or something, so I told him that he had a small dick hahaha. Don’t know why 7 year old me thought that that was a good comeback, but he left and then sometime later the bouncy house started deflating and it was really scary and later I guess I found out that Neil had pulled the plug that kept it inflated. I don’t know if it was anything to do with me, but I was so afraid of him after that.